PlatKat.com: Self-Doubt Is Pretty Uncommon for Me... Isn't It?

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Self-Doubt Is Pretty Uncommon for Me... Isn't It?

I walked a half-mile to the nearest convenience store to buy cigarettes, and smoked one on the half-mile walk back. Since I walked one mile more than I would have in a normal day, getting cigarettes wasn't so unhealthy, was it?

Those little town blues were melting away. I was going to make a brand-new start of it in old New York. But I couldn't make it there. Does that mean I can't make it anywhere?

It is seemingly possible but not probable that I have a problematic lesion on my back that requires either a biopsy for further investigation or an excision which will rid me of concern for good (or at least the time being) but leave me with a big long scar. If I continue to waffle on this issue, which concerns not only my appearance but my health, should I give up on the idea of ever getting my beautiful seahorse tattoo altogether?

I had the chicken shawarma for lunch. But since shawarma is commonly made with lamb, would my shawarma have been tastier with that instead?

If someone ends their relationship with someone else by saying they want one thing when they really want something else, what argument can I make to assume things will be different when they say they want to end their relationship with me?

Certain forms of abuse turn me on, and when I get Rickrolled, I like it. Do both of these things make me a sexual deviant?

The perfect job for me is out there, I'm sure. Will I ever save enough money to allow myself to stop taking work in my current field in order to pursue it?

The NL Hold'em (No Rebuys) tourney is at 6:30. The buses run every half-hour after 8. Blinds increase every half-hour. If I'm short-stacked at the beginning of the fourth round, should I go all-in and save myself the mess of coloring up and waiting around during the break? (I already know the answer to this. I'm just making shit up now.)

I decided not to drink this month and it was a very good idea. Yes, it was.

posted by platkat @ 6:00 PM